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Tuesday, March 9, 2021

The Seasons do not Cease

"While the earth remains, seedtime and harvest, cold and heat, summer and winter, day and night, shall not cease."  Genesis 8:22

The ice is slowly breaking on the lake and I hear the geese honking again as they walk about pairs by the dozen. Soon, it will be by the hundreds and then the thousands. Spring equinox is here again and the dark winter passes. One season rolls into another. Nature and time do not stop, but continue on. I love nature, the wildlife and experiencing the beauty of it all. It is a touch of God in this fallen world.

"In this world you will have trouble,"  Jesus reminded us, as if we needed reminding. There is much trouble for us, and maybe more to come, I fear. But as trouble comes, it then passes, too, and more will come after that again most likely. 

In the book, The Lord of the Rings, there is a little scene that is easy to forget. Frodo is burdened by the ring as he makes his way to Mordor. It is scary and overwhelming what he must do. The times in which he is living are dangerous and there is little hope for the world.  Then Frodo looks up and sees a star shining in the black sky. It reminds him that many beautiful things will last long after they have all passed into history. It gives him hope and peace for the future, whether he personally succeeds or fails.  

We worry about many things in this world. "Climate change", war, evil that seems to be growing. But nature and the seasons continue without noticing. They are consistent. They remind us that no matter what is happening with our culture and what evil people may plan in the world, God is sovereign, He is good and He keeps it all going with His perfect plan.

"Then Noah built an altar to the LORD and took some of every clean animals and some of every clean bird and offered burnt offerings on the altar. And when the LORD smelled the pleasing aroma, the LORD said in His heart, "I will never again curse the ground because of man, for the intention of Man's heart is evil from his youth. Neither will I ever again strike down every living creature as I have done. While the earth remains, seedtime and harvest, cold and heat, summer and winter, day and night, shall not cease."    Genesis 8:20-22

Until the return of Christ, while the earth remains, the seasons shall come and go as they always have. God has it all in His hands. Christ wore the crown of thorns and paid not only the price of our sins, but also the curse. Someday He will make all things new.  

This is what I heard the honking geese and cracking ice saying to me:

"Do not let your heart be troubled, for I have overcome the world." 



Thursday, October 15, 2020

25 Years a Christian Believer




On October 16, 1995, alone in an apartment in a closed Alaska resort, I submitted my life to Jesus- the promised Messiah, Creator of all things, the Living God, my Redeemer and Savior. I was 27 years old. I spent the last 25 years studying the Bible, living the Christian life as fully as I know how, challenging its claims, testing the promises, seeking understanding and desiring to know the true and living God. Today and every day, I can say with full confidence, in peace or in struggles, in security or in poverty, in sickness or in health, alone or with fellowship: God is real, true, gracious, just and good. Jesus is His Son, the Bible is true.

Before Christ

I was not always a Christian, though for my first 20+ years of life, I thought I was one. I had been raised in a small country church and had read the Bible most of my life, but the gospel never reached me. I was blind to it. I tried to love my neighbor, obey the Ten Commandments, be humble and thought I loved God by doing so. However, I also loved stories of adventure and fantasy, greatly admiring the heroes in such books as The Lord of the Rings.

At the age of ten, my older brothers took me backpacking, which were adventures in their own right and nurtured a deeper love for nature that I already enjoyed. Backpacking from campsite to campsite in the woods allows for much time in thought. My brothers also had a philosophical side which influenced me greatly. Those influences sent me on a philosophical journey for the meaning of life. I was encouraged to read such men as Thoreau and John Muir.

In high school, my brother and I spent much of our time pondering the best use of our precious, limited days on earth. Desiring adventures and heroism, I began martial arts and saved up to explore the world through travel. Practicing eastern martial arts exposed me to Zen Buddhism and eastern philosophy. So as I studied kicks and punches, I also read books on Zen.

Reaching 21 years old, I went to join my brother in Alaska, and we began a life of travel. Travel also lead to encountering other cultures, beliefs and philosophies. I kept my foundational beliefs of “loving my neighbor” and the Ten Commandments, but also became more concerned in taking care of the beauty of nature around me or something I would call a “moderately liberal environmentalism.”

I looked for ways that other philosophies or religions may support my decided personal philosophy. This lead to a curiosity and informal personal study of such ideas as Taoism (studied the Tao Te Ching), Hinduism, Buddhism (life of Buddha, 4 noble truths and 8 fold path), Zoroastrianism, Islam (the Life of Mohammad), Confucianism and others. I added to my readings men such as Richard Bach, Joseph Campbell, H. G. Wells, Hermann Hesse, and other modern “gurus”. I also read classic adventure stories by Jack London and Ernest Hemingway who were philosophers in their own way. Also, very importantly, I have always had a fascination for science and history and how the universe worked. I had done some studies in Biology, but loved all the natural sciences. I love learning about stars, space and time. So I added to my reading books and articles on physics and quantum physics. Evolution was spoken of as fact and I accepted it. Of course, I still read my Bible, but not so regularly anymore.

So I studied much, but I could not quite seem to put it all together. Nirvana, Enlightenment, peace of the soul --it just seemed to allude me. It was something that I could not quite reach no matter how much I tried. It was a mist that could not grasped and a dim haze I could not quite see through. I also could not quite understand some things. For instance, in Richard Bach’s Jonathan Livingston Seagull, the enlightened gull faded out of existence to become one with universe. Was that the goal? Was that all there was? To fade away into nothingness

    As I search for meaning and enjoyed the freedom of travel in my early 20’s, I had started to question the Ten Commandments. One day a friend came to tell me she was pregnant. I was the father. She did not want to marry me. I was lost and my dreams over. Worse, I had failed. Failed God, failed my family, failed my friend, and most of all failed my daughter before she was even born. Try as I might to do right and repair any wrongs, I could not. It was never enough and would never change the failure. It was a burden like a heavy sack on my back that I could never put down. Like Sisyphus, I was forever rolling a rock uphill. For many years I struggled with how to be a good dad without being married to the mother. Thankfully, I always had a loving family for support.

Encountering the Living God

After three years of struggling, my brother told me something had happened. He and his wife had encountered Christ and were now Christians. Weren’t we already Christians? Didn’t we grow up going to church, taking catechism, becoming members of our small church, reading our Bibles? Did they join a cult?!  So once a month I called my brother in Pennsylvania from Alaska and we would catch up (this was before cell phones and I had to use a pay phone and a calling card). All summer, they would tell me about Jesus and God and I listened patiently, but doubting. I was too caught up in my own relationship dramas to take time to investigate. But God pursued me and used them to draw me to Him. Even if I had many doubts and questions, I did found their words reasonable, thoughtful, and encouraging.

As as the summer ended, I decided to look at the Christian books they had sent me and consider what they were claiming. I realized my mind was so cluttered with science, religions and beliefs all claiming the truth that I was not certain of anything. What was most reasonable and logical? What was provable? What was the hard, REAL TRUTH, not just something that made me feel good or content to accept. Have you ever really sought the truth, never matter where it led? Even if it challenged your most dearly held beliefs and ideals? Was I willing to be wrong? Even about things society would say are “good”? Isn’t “God” the one who really decides what is “good”? It takes great humility to find truth, I realized. Humility in regards to the truth is a constant struggle even to this day. So I prayed a generic prayer to a generic all powerful god, “if you exist, reveal yourself to me, show me what is true. Help me understand.”

As time passed--slowing, reluctantly, fearfully--- I realized the claims of Christianity were most likely true. By early October, I knew intellectually that Christ was who He said He was--truly God incarnate, sinless, the Messiah, the perfect sacrifice for my sins. But I was afraid. I was afraid to submit to it. I was afraid of rejection by my friends and my live-in girlfriend (who was out of town at the time), afraid of seeming “foolish” or “wrong” or “evil” to others. I was living among those who had rejected the “normal” American life for something else and that included rejecting Christianity. I struggled for a week without commitment to Christ even though in my mind I knew it was all true. Finally, I realized that an All-powerful, all-knowing God who was loving and good would get me through it somehow. I willfully submitted my plans, my life, my all to Christ. It was October 16, 1995. I wrote it down on an index card.

I do not think anyone truly understands what all happened to me in October of 1995. I personally encountered the Living God--Holy, Righteous, Just, Long-suffering, Beautiful, perfectly Good. After kneeling all alone in my apartment, I did not feel any different. But I was different. I repeated my “sinner’s prayer” over and over again for days, confessing my need for Jesus and thanking Him for His grace, confirming my decision and commitment. After several days, my heavy burden still clung to my back. I was still crushed by the weight of my sins. I did not feel forgiven. So I kneeled down and spoke the doubt in my heart: “Father, how can you forgive me? I don’t deserve it.”

Suddenly, I saw vision. Before me passed all my life - my family, my friends, places I had been, every beast and bird and fish that ever existed. Then came the earth with its storms, vast seas and awesome beauty; the planets, the stars and galaxies and all the material universe in all its complexities. Next came the spirits, the angels and demons and even Satan Himself passed me before me. “All of this I created, all of this together does not compare to Me.” Wow. Another thing He seemed to be saying was, “I am the God of Abraham, Isaac and Jacob. I am the God of Samuel, Isaiah, and Daniel. I am the God of Peter, John and Paul.”

Many say they will tell God this or that when they see Him, but it is not real. Instead, they will ask the mountains to fall on them to hide. I was utterly terrified. By this time I was physically and violently trembling on my hands and knees waiting for a verdict. I was a worm before the blazing Sun of Holiness, Perfection, Complete Goodness; the definition of Purity, Perfect Justice in bodily Form. I cannot find the words to fully express His Whole Otherness- His Holiness. My pride, selfishness, lust, envy, greed, impatience, and wretchedness was obvious before Him-- and me. I could not stand His Presence and it was just a glimpse of His Glory. Whatever He judged would be Righteous: death, disintegration, annihilation, eternal damnation and torment. It was obvious I deserved it.

I do not doubt that Shirley MacClaine, Carlos Castaneda, Joseph Smith, Muhammad or many others have had visions and spiritual encounters. I believe they truly experienced meeting spiritual beings and I am sure it has had profound affects their lives. But it is obvious from their lives and what they have said that they did not encounter the Holy God, Creator of All things. Their morality and teachings proves it was not the true and Living God, but just lying spirits and created beings. They do not glorify the true and holy God.

What happened to me next? I heard an audible, still, small loving voice say, “I forgive you.” It was as tender and gracious and moving as the holiness was terrifying. Not condemned to eternal damnation, not death as so rightly deserved. Forgiveness. Mercy. Why? Because His Son Jesus the Christ, the Sinless One, the perfect Lamb, had taken all my sins onto Himself and suffered God’s wrath in my place on the Cross. The vision ended and my burden was gone. My guilt was gone. I looked for it but it was no longer there. One minute I was weighed down, the next minute I was not. That was incredible in itself. Why me? I do not know.

That winter I read my Bible for hours on end for there was not much else to do and I hungered for wisdom. Verses and stories I had read my whole life suddenly made sense, now that I had the key to understanding and right thinking. The Gospel. My world was larger than before. Most think of Christianity as narrow-minded and limited, but my world got bigger. It was bigger than when I was trying New Age techniques and “aligning my chakras” or anything else I had tried. I saw glimpses of heaven now and lived to fulfill God’s call in righteousness and morality. I was the Lord’s servant and that was better than any momentary peace and contentment I could manage or anything else for that matter.

Many do not Understand

It took me several weeks before I mustered the courage to tell a friend. I could get away with it because I was alone most of the time with little interaction with neighbors. But it was the holiday season and potlucks are common. Then I started to attend a church down the road. Once the word was out, it spread quickly. An Alaskan co-worker and friend wintering in the “Lower 48” at the time called me within a week and said, “I hear you are a Christian now.” I understand that those in my small community did not know what to do with me now for I was a different person. I had for years discussed philosophy and morality with them many times; worked, eaten and drank together with them. Partied with them. For the most part they were gracious, especially my girlfriend, but not all. They wanted to know what happened to me but could never really hear it. As I tried to explain the gospel, who God really was, I would get in return stories of bad experiences in church, criticisms of hypocrisy, or challenges to the Biblical worldview such as the “evils” of patriarchy. I was talking about my incredible encounter with the living God and the truth that I had come to understand and they were talking about a rude church member that turned them off to Christianity. I would want to discuss reason and logic, philosophy and morality but many only thought of it as my “blind faith.” I was thought of as suddenly ignorant, though I fully understood their beliefs since I had studied many of the same things as they, but they could not seem to hear me. I do not need the Scriptures to tell me that those without the Holy Spirit cannot see the Kingdom of God, I encountered it regularly. Most people (non-Christians and even many Christians) I encounter over the years know little of the Bible or have an accurate understanding of its worldview and teachings and most have never read more than a few verses.

I want all my friends and acquaintances to know that after 25 years, my commitment to the Lord has not diminished. My trust in its truth has in fact, strengthened. I know what I believe and why I believe it. 

Witnesses to the Truth

As I stated, I am more than ever convinced of the truth of Scripture and of Christ being God. Let me state clearly that I am not a scholar, nor am I a scientist, nor am I a theologian or a pastor. I do not even have a degree in any field. But I do read much and have studied many of these things and consider myself an amateur philosopher, theologian, and scientist. More recently, I have begun to study western thought from the ancient Greek philosophers up to more modern philosophers such as Descartes, Hume, and Kant.

 Jesus taught about having the faith like a tiny mustard seed. When you understand who God is, just a little bit of faith is all that it really takes to believe Him. Like a prosecutor building a case, these witnesses show beyond a reasonable doubt that the proper Biblical Worldview is the most accurate worldview.

There are many witnesses to the truth to those that can see them:

Creation/nature or “General Revelation”: “The heavens declare the glory of God, and the sky above proclaims His handiwork.” (Psalm 19). Nature, beauty, the universe, “have been clearly perceived” and reveals a Creator so “man is without excuse.” (Romans 1:20). As science reveals more and more incredible facts to us, it shows that only God could have created it. The more I learn, the more obvious it seems.

Logic, reason: I confidently state that Christianity and an accurate Biblical Worldview is the most logical, reasonable worldview and even the only logical worldview once it has been considered closely and honestly. I build some of this case below.

The Bible: of course. The Bible was written over 1500 years by over 40 authors without error and in complete harmony without contradiction. There are over 25,000 manuscripts of the New Testament alone that points to its accuracy over thousands of years. Nothing compares to it. Ever word has been examined closely. It is supernatural and prophetic. It convicts and changes the reader. It reveals a supernatural being. It is a written testimony to God’s existence, His will for man, His plan of salvation for the lost, the real history of His people.

History: History shows the Hand of God to those that look. Jesus was a real historical figure and the Bible is a historical book. The Resurrection is a real historical event. Evil may dominate for a time, but never ultimately triumphs.

Science: Do you find that surprising? Biblical Creationists love science and know that scientific discoveries and laws will always point to the true Creator and do not fear any scientific facts or evidence. The Theory of Evolution is impossible genetically and there is no real, unbiased evidence whatsoever to support it. Creationists and evolutionists use the same evidence, but interpret that evidence through a different worldview. Much evidence (data, facts) against evolution is just simply ignored by the secular community and has never been answered accurately.

Archaeology: Archaeology is a specific science that supports the Bible. Over and over again it confirms the Bible and its history. One simple new discovery can completely re-write secular history and has done so many times. But new discoveries has never contradicted the Bible or proved it false. The gospel writer Luke is considered one of the finest historians on record.

Prophecy: There are hundreds of fulfilled prophecy in the Bible--specific, accurate prophecies, not vague visions that can be interpreted in multiple ways to fit a historic event. Jesus himself fulfilled many prophecies from the Old Testament (OT) and even secularists know the OT was complete hundreds of years before His birth. Moses himself said if a prophet speaks a prophecy and it does not come to pass, he is a false prophet and do not listen to him. (Deut.18:20-22) Many Christians need that reminder as well.

Statistical Probability: The chances of Jesus fulfilling even a few prophecies are off the charts. He fulfilled hundreds. This is just one such example.

Non-material, abstract concepts: Good, evil, love, logic, beauty, justice, universal law. These cannot really be explained by a secular evolutionary or other materialistic worldviews. C. S Lewis does a thorough job of explaining what is “Universal Law,” that it exists, and points to the God of the Bible in his book, Mere Christianity.

Holy Spirit: The Bible states that Jesus promises to send the Holy Spirit to those who follow Him. I can affirm this experience myself. I am indwelt by the Holy Spirit who has convicted me and taught me for 25 years. He moves through History and changes individual people’s lives around the world.  

Personal Testimonies: my personal testimony speaks of an encounter with the living God , being filled with the Holy Spirit and my life being changed. No one can deny my own witness and experience. Many can tell you that I was a different person before Christ. In itself it is not much. However, there have been millions of testimonies from Christians for over two thousand years, each telling of how God saved them, healed them and changed them even in the most hostile cultures and situations. Many have died as martyrs for the truth of Christ, even those that walked with Him on earth.

Seven Challenges for the Unbeliever (and the Believer)

  There are several arguments that Christians use to confirm the existence of God and point to a Creator. These are some of the things I have come to understand that demonstrate that the God of the Bible must exist from a philosophical and logical perspective. I know from my own personal experience and my relationship with my Lord and Savior for these many years that He is real.

Cosmological Argument: The cosmological argument is based on the Law of Causality. This law states that every effect must have a cause that is equal or greater than it. Everything in the universe is essentially an effect, so it must have an ultimate cause. That cause must be self-existent and eternal.  What does God say of Himself? “The eternal God is your dwelling place and underneath are the everlasting arms.” Deut. 33:27 “God is not man that he should lie, or a son of man that he should change his mind.” Numbers 23:19; “For the Lord does not change.” Malachi 3:6; “I am the Alpha and Omega, the First and the Last, the beginning and the end.” Rev. 22:13. God as Creator of all things must exist and He must be self-existent and unchanging, just as the Bible claims.

Teleological Argument: This states that because there is evident design, order and irreducible complexity to the universe, it must have a Designer. The complexity of the universe has only three possible explanations: physical necessity, chance or design. The universe does not have to be the way it is, so it cannot be physical necessity. Chance itself is absolutely nothing and cannot explain the complexities of life or non-material concepts such as intelligence or justice. So the universe must be by design and have a designer. An effect that demonstrates design implies purpose. Purpose points to an intelligent cause, which points to a personal cause. Design implies not just a generic cause or “force” or even a philosophical “disinterested” god, but implies an intelligent, personal creator, such as the God of the Bible describes itself. The universe is complex and orderly, something evolution or other origin theories cannot ultimately explain even if they claim to do so.

Historical Argument: It is accepted by even secular scholars that the Bible, at the very least, is basically a reliable historical document. As stated above, gospel writer Luke is considered a “top-notch” historian. This tells us that Jesus was an actual historical person. This historical person, like many others, claimed to be God Incarnate. He was either really God, a liar or a lunatic. From historical evidence and from reason, we can demonstrate that the Resurrection actually took place and was an actual historical event. Many of the events recorded and written about were not done in secret, but were public and witnessed by many people, both supporters and enemies. Many of the same events are even recorded in other sources.

Science and archaeology support and confirm Biblical events and history. We can also see that the ancient history of the Jews is at least basically true. We can also see from many historical events the God of the Bible actively at work in people’s lives and working throughout history. This includes recorded miracles and fulfilled prophecies.

Another aspect of history is the survival of the most persecuted people over thousands of years-the Christians and the Jews. Despite constant and sometimes severe persecution of God’s word (the Bible) and His people from every culture around the world over thousands of years, Christianity and the Word of God continue and even thrive. In North Korea today, the leaders consider a Bible the most dangerous threat to their nation, yet Christianity exists even there.

Presuppostional Argument: The Christian worldview is the only worldview with a first-principle, that is the universe was created by a God of order, reason and intelligence and reveals Himself in the Bible. This first-principle concept, which provides justification for the existence of knowledge, reason, the laws of logic, justice, morality and other non-material, abstract concepts. Other views, such as atheism and materialistic evolution, use reason and logic to demonstrate their ideas, but cannot logically account for such things as reason and logic from their worldview and must ultimately borrow these presuppositions from the Christian/Biblical worldview.

Classical Argument: Why is there something rather than nothing at all? There are 4 possible explanations for the existence of the universe:

1. The universe does not exist but is really just an illusion

2. The universe came from nothing

3. The universe itself exists eternally

4. The universe was created by something or someone that is eternal.

The universe is an illusion:

Rene Descartes tells us that, “I think, therefore, I am.” Meaning, that because I can think and reason without the aid of my physical senses, I must actually exist. I do not need to trust my imperfect and unreliable senses to know or prove existence is real. He can think and therefore exist, so therefore, the universe is not a deception or an illusion but truly exists. My physical senses agree with this and are basically reliable.

The universe came from nothing:

It is illogical to say that the universe came from nothing, but that is a common thought today promoted by the Big Bang Theory and the Theory of Evolution. Nothing is nothing-it has no power or being and cannot create anything. It is nothing.  The concept of “spontaneous generation” contradicts the basic laws of logic and the Law of Non-contradiction.

The universe itself is eternal (i.e. matter and energy):

Possible logically, but does not match all the known laws of Physics and it cannot not explain the non-material concepts such as intelligence, logic, reason, love, and justice. The Second Law of Thermodynamics implies the universe is slowing running down, implying a beginning, not eternity. The Laws of Motion state that an object at rest will remain at rest or an object in motion will remain in motion unless acted upon by an outside force. This again implies a beginning or an ultimate cause such as Aristotle’s “Unmoved Mover.”

The universe was created by something or someone else that is eternal:

This is the most logical explanation based on what we know to be true based on science, logic, history and reason as shown by the Law of Causality and the idea of necessary being.

The argument of necessary being refers to the fact that a necessary being must exist. A contingent being depends on something else for its existence. Contingent beings do not have to exist and cannot exist in themselves. If the universe is entirely made of contingent beings, nothing would exist as they do not have the power of being in themselves. We need air to breathe and food to eat. We need parents in order to be born. Since contingent beings do exist, there has to be a source of their existence or a necessary being. This necessary being must exist (it is necessary) and it must exist with the power of being within itself. It exists independently of anything else and even if nothing else exists. It must be self-existent, eternal and unchanging.

Moral Argument: Within every person is some sense of morality. Ideas of morality differ in many ways across cultures and even within cultures and individuals, but everyone has a sense of right and wrong and “fairness”. Most everyone agrees that murder or theft is wrong even if we all may define these ideas differently. This implies a “Universal law” which points to a “Universal law-giver.” A moral and righteous god is the only reasonable explanation and the Bible reveals such a God that holds man accountable.

Many criticize the Christian God saying “if He is good, why do bad things happen and why is there evil in the world?”  However, Christianity is the only worldview that can logically account for evil. The naturalistic evolutionary worldview cannot not account for the ideas of evil, good, or justice. If we are all just chemicals and matter changing forms for millions of years, these ideas have no value. Everyone’s opinion of such things are different and disagree. Those with power will decide what is “good “or what is “just” to the suffering of the weak and poor. Basically, “might makes right.” Based on this worldview, if human existence ends, does it matter? If animals go extinct, why would that be tragic?

Buddha came up with his 4 noble truths and 8 fold path to deal with suffering, but did not have an answer for why there is suffering. Many religions acknowledge evil exists, but do not have a realistic answer for why it exists.

The Bible states that a good God created a universe that was good (Genesis 1)--without sin, suffering, disease, death. But both Satan and Adam rejected God’s just rule by choosing disobedience. This choice of disobedience and desiring not to be under God’s rule brought sin, the curse, and death. (Gen. 1-3, Romans 1-3). We, Adam and the children of Adam, are to blame for injustice, evil and suffering in the universe. The world was without hope for we could not repair this failure. Then, this rejected, just God, sent His own Son- Jesus, God Incarnate- to pay the penalty for our sin and the curse and suffered the wrath of God because only a perfect righteous person could pay the penalty. Everyone who accepts this payment and believes by faith is forgiven. Paid in full. Evil and suffering no longer have a hold on us because we have been promised eternal life. Now is a time of salvation, grace, and mercy. Moreover, evil will not endure forever. There is a time coming when all things will be judged, including each one of us. Evil will end and truth, justice and goodness will rule forever. This may seem “to good be true,” but it does answer the questions logically. Why does evil exist- we brought it about by rejecting God’s rule. How do we deal with it? What will God do about it? -Jesus sent His Son to pay the penalty and promise us eternal life. He comforts us with his Holy Spirit, His presence and His promises. He overcomes evil. How will God deal with evil?-He sends His Church to do good, overcome evil, bless others, speak hope. Jesus will return someday to judge the world, create a new heavens and earth, end all evil, and rule justly forever. Again, this may sound to good to be true, but would not a good, all-powerful God do such things if He existed?

What about Justice? Kant tells us that for true justice to exist, certain things much be true. There must be life after death, for many die unjustly and never receive justice in this life. Also, for justice to exist, there must be someone who has all knowledge (Omniscient), who knows all that has happened and have all the facts. How many times have juries made inaccurate rulings because they did not have all the facts? Moreover, this Judge must be perfectly Just and good. Many judges in this world can be bribed or do not rule in truth. Finally, this Judge also must be all-powerful (Omnipotent) so He can enforce his just ruling on all. So if justice truly exists, a Judge must exist that is beyond death, good, just, omniscient, and omnipotent. The God of the Bible is described as all of these things. He is also gracious, loving, and merciful.

Ontological Argument: This argument is hard to comprehend but is still valid. Anselm of Canterbury  gave us this thought and starts with the idea of God’s being (ontos = being in Greek). The concept is that we have an idea of a being greater than we can conceive in our mind (God). Existing in reality is greater than just conceiving a being or only existing in our mind. If this “greater than can be conceived” being only exists in my mind, than it cannot be greater than conceived. Since we have the idea of the being (God of the Bible) that being therefore must really exist. Some challenge this by using the example of conceiving the perfect island or something else, saying it may not really exist just because it can be conceived. However, Anselm was discussing the self-existent perfect being “greater than can be conceived,” not just an island or some other finite object.

   Based on these logical arguments, we have a God that is necessary, the first cause (Creator), a designer with intelligence and purpose, logical, active in history, eternal, self-evident, just, good, omniscient, and omnipotent.

Creation vs Evolution: Let me also take few minutes to discuss evolution. Evolution is pushed as the answer for secular belief that has “proven” the Bible is false, Christianity is just a belief system and that some of the arguments such as the teleological or design argument can be debunked. We do not need God because evolution and millions of years explains everything. Nothing can be further from the truth. I can give multiple examples that should cause great doubt of evolution and millions of years such as the many problems with dating methods (i.e. carbon dating), soft tissue found in several dinosaur fossils, carbon-14 in diamonds, the existence of comets, and others; but the biggest problem for evolution is probably genetics.

   Genetics are very intricate and complex and I am not an expert by any means. However, even a elementary understanding of genetics can show that evolution has not happened and cannot happen. Let me also say I am not talking about natural selection. Creationists do not deny but agree with the concept of natural selection properly defined. I am talking about macro-evolution: single cell organisms evolving into humans over millions of years.

  In humans, each parent gives 23 chromosomes (half) to their child for a total of 46. These chromosomes contain the genetic information that makes your eye color, your hair color, etc. There is no new information being created, only existing genes being passed on. My daughter got half of her information from me and half from her mother.  She is an only child. That means that half of my chromosomes and the genetic information contained therein will never be passed on and will be lost. During wars and conquests, entire cultures have been wiped out down through the ages. Their genes will never be passed on. This displays a continual loss of genetic information with no proven way of creating new.  Of course, mutations do occur, even if very rarely. However, mutations are rarely beneficial and do not produce new information or demonstrate evolution as some claim. "Successful macro-evolution requires the addition of NEW information and NEW genes that produce NEW proteins that are found in NEW organs and systems." If evolution is true, there should be abundant examples of new genetic information being created throughout the history of all organisms. Moreover, there is a tremendously huge amount of information stored in our genes. Where did all that genetic information come from? From an intelligent, eternal being. 

   Finally, let me say, I put the same effort into knowing God, understanding His Word and finding the proper interpretation of it. I seek to work through the difficult verse in the Bible and the difficult doctrines. I want to know my Lord, I want a proper Biblical worldview. I want to truly understand such things as the Trinity, predestination and baptism. I want to know the gospel and how best to serve my Lord and Savior. 

The Lord is real and He is good. He has watched over me not only these past 25 years, but in reality my whole life. I will continue to serve Him in this life for as long as He allows. Please consider my words. Seek Him and ask Him in humility to reveal Himself to you. He is not who you think He is. He is good, He is holy, He is just, gracious, merciful, loving. He is the way, the truth, the life. The truth will set you free. It has not always been an easy 25 years, but it has been a very blessed 25 years. May the Lord show you His countenance and give you peace. Amen. 

-Raymond K Schell

Saturday, February 22, 2020

Two Kingdoms - a true story

One day when I was alone, the devil took me up to a high mountain and showed me a kingdom. It was a beautiful kingdom, a God-honoring kingdom. The kingdom I had was difficult and fractured. I did not bow down to the devil or accept the offer, but I did walk the streets and saw its beauty. Children played and fellowship was good.  But the door was locked and I was not given the key-- God was not in this kingdom. 
“This way,” I heard a gentle voice say.
I looked and saw a deep valley that was in my kingdom and was my path.  The path was deep and it was dark so no light seemed to reach me. The other kingdom called to me but I could not go to it. I cried out but all I heard were my echoes on the walls and I wept in the darkness alone.  
But I was not alone. The LORD was there and I again heard a gentle voice say, “This way.” It was still dark and deep and dangerous and suffering was great, but I was not alone.  A gentle hand took my shoulder and guided me left and right through the canyons that I could not see.
Finally, the walls receded slightly and some light shown down. The light was good but did not heal all my wounds and scars remain. As I climbed up again, my wife emerged from another canyon and we held each other.  Slowly, we came out of the valley, but a wilderness stretches before us still.
I looked back across the valley I had walked and saw the first kingdom was given to another and it was even more beautiful than before. God Himself had given it and it was marvelous to His eyes and to all that beheld it--even to me to whom it was forbidden.
 “Why all this, LORD?”
“Every branch that bears fruit He prunes, that it may bear more fruit. You will weep and lament, but the world will rejoice. You will be sorrowful, but your sorrow will turn into joy.”
I looked ahead once again and saw in the distance a high mountain among the wilderness. A measure was taken and boundaries set. “This is part of your kingdom for now. Put my Name along it paths so they may know Me.” So the three of us went forth from the canyon and the fellowship with both is good.  Better than before, even better than a kingdom without them. With this comes a glimmer of hope.
Above the mountain, I see beautiful rays of light coming from the other side. I see the tips of spires that hint of a joyful, godly kingdom that will be given to us someday and our wounds will be healed. And the LORD will be there. One day. Maybe even one day soon. Thank you LORD. Thank you for always being with me.
"The Lord is good to those who wait for him,
             to the soul who seeks him."  Lamentations 3:25

Amen. Original written 2014

Friday, May 4, 2018

My Personal Testimony

This is not a story about a man. This is really a true story about a Merciful God who cares for this one man. This is a story about the LORD who planned His Mercy from the beginning.
The Lord placed me in a good home in Pennsylvania with a loving mother and 5 older siblings that watched out for me. My Father was abusive and my mother asked him to leave when I was 2 years old. He left, but the rest of my family had suffered much even though I was spared. My mother always made sure we went to small country church every Sunday to learn about our Creator and I came to respect God's Word, but the gospel was not specifically preached. The gospel was in many of the old hymns we sang and in the Word of God we read, I was just blind to it.
However, there have been four significant events in my life (so far) that God has used to draw me to Him and to let me know He is near. The first event to significantly impact my life took place when I was about 10 years old. My older brother Dale took my close sibling John and I on an adventure that lasted 70 days in the Northeastern woods. We backpacked from Pennsylvania to the northern border of Vermont along the Appalachian Trail. It challenged me completely and my mother would tell you I cried up every mountain. The experience also taught me to appreciate the beauty of creation. When I returned, I knew I did not want to live an ordinary life. And though I called myself a Christian, I was more interested in adventure and self-glorification that serving God.
So, after high school and working hard for a few years John and I left for Alaska seeking adventure. We traveled the world and looked for all that life had to offer. The second significant event that God allowed took place when I was 23 years old. One day while drinking and partying, a female friend asked me to take her home. A few weeks later, she approached me and told me she was pregnant. She told me should was pro-life and that she did not want to marry me all in one sentence. I was completely at a loss of what to do, so I agreed to both of those decisions.
I knew my life would be changed forever and all my dreams and plans were gone. The guilt and shame of bringing a child into this world out of wedlock weighed on me like a burden. Coming from a broken home, I knew that it would affect my daughter the rest of her life not matter how great a dad I was. How could I protect and provide and do all the things a dad does from another household? I worked hard to provide and to be a good dad, but the burden never left—it was never good enough. It would never right the wrong.
When my daughter Katey was three, my brother John and his wife Kathy took me to church at Covenant Fellowship in Philadelphia. The gospel was preached unashamedly and I did not know what to think. A few weeks later, John called me up and said he had given his life to the Lord. Kathy had done so months earlier. The third and most life-changing event took place soon after that. Over the next 8 months, my brother sent me books, told me about the Lord and prayed for me. The Lord daily and patiently revealed Himself to me.
Eventually, I knew and could not deny that the gospel is true—namely, God IS real, the Bible is truly God’s perfect Word, that Jesus Christ is God (Phil 2:5, John 1:1), that Jesus had paid the penalty for my sins (Romans 3:21-26) and that I am FREE from guilt and condemnation (Romans 8:1). Wow! The reality of it shook me at my core. But I had a fear. I was living in a world where every belief under the sun was accepted BUT Christianity. If I submitted to Him, I may lose all my friends and would have to tell my live-in girlfriend at the time that we could no longer sleep together. I struggled with all this for a week.
Finally, all alone in Alaska, in a little apartment at an empty resort 2 miles from my nearest neighbor, I got on my knees and prayed, “Lord, I am unworthy of your love and mercy—why would you forgive me?” It was October 16, 1995.
Suddenly, in a vision, all of Creation passed before me: animals, plants, mountains, volcanoes—beautiful places I had been and all the earth; planets and stars, galaxies and supernova, angels and demons and Satan himself. “All of these I created and all of it together does not compare to Me,” God seemed to be saying. He is my Creator, He knew everything about me and is perfectly Holy.
Let me be clear: I have had banditos pointed guns at me, I’ve been charged by bears, and I have faced many fears. But I tell you, there is nothing more terrifying than to be a sinner in the Presence of the Holy God. God had every right to kill me, disintegrate me, or even condemn me to eternal damnation and I had absolutely no response. I was a self-glorifying lawbreaker. I physically and violently trembled on my hands and knees awaiting the verdict. But do you what He said next? Three words. In an audible voice I heard him say, “I forgive you.” HE FORGAVE ME. Because he poured out His punishment and wrath that I earned onto His Son Jesus, I am free from condemnation and judgment. The great and heavy burden of guilt that I had carried like a weight for over three years was instantly gone.
The LORD had pursued me-- I did not seek Him. Like the Father of the prodigal son (Luke 15:11-32), He ran out to me and brought me home and rejoiced over me. He sent His Son to die for me. This is His Story, not mine. He cared for me, protected me and taught me His ways. He sent me out to serve Him.
At Denali National Park, Alaska, I was the only Christian I knew. Within a week of my first public confession, a close friend and co-worker who was back in Indiana called and said, “I heard you are a Christian now.” People I had had deep philosophical discussions with about the meaning of life just months earlier treated me as if I was suddenly naïve and blind. I did end up losing all my friends and I did tell my girlfriend we could not sleep together. She did make a confession of faith soon after that in an effort to save our relationship, but did not like being an outsider and soon we broke up. Within 3 weeks, she was dating her future husband and was married within a year. She did however, continue to go to church.
The fourth significant even that the Lord had for me happened two years later. I was ready to leave Alaska but the Lord told me to wait one more season. So I did. I was lonely for fellowship even though I had joined a church 30 miles down the road. So I posted a note in the employee dining hall offering rides to church. I soon met Judy Rae and we were engaged by the end of the summer. She went back to Ohio and I stayed a few more weeks to finish the season. Back home, she went to visit a friend and the friend pulled out her prayer journal and said, “See, I started praying for you to find a husband two years ago.” She had started praying October 16, 1995—the exact same day I submitted my life to Him. God started answering that prayer the same day, even though no one knew for 2 years.
People say I am a nice guy and a good man. But I say to you, any good thing you see in me is not me, but Christ. You are seeing His Spirit in me. Part of me is still a self-glorifying lawbreaker. Look to Him.
God continues to bless and guide my life. My daughter is now an adult, graduated from NAU and is serving the LORD. I have served the Lord without regret since 1995 and I have been married for since 1998. I love and appreciate the wonder of all His creation more and more. I know the Word of God is true. I know Jesus is God and He died and rose again to save me. I know the Lord has a plan and purpose for my life. I could tell story after story of His love, grace and mercy. Every day, I talk to Him and He talks to me--- and it is a beautiful thing. Sometimes he tells me things I do not like, but it is always good. Now I am an “empty-nester” and like Caleb and Joshua (Joshua 14), I am ready for the next 40 years—ready to serve him in whatever humble way he wishes.
If you wish to know more, pray and ask Him. The Living God wants to have a relationship with you.

Monday, February 20, 2017

A Great Privilege

And we urge you, brothers, admonish the idle, encourage the fainthearted, help the weak, be patient with them all. See that no one repays anyone evil for evil, but always seek to do good to one another and to everyone.  Rejoice always, pray without ceasing, give thanks in all circumstances; for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus for you. I Thess. 5:14-19

Today, we had the great privilege to serve our LORD humbly. Today, we were able to share the gospel and pray with someone diagnosed with cancer. We were also available to do some repairs to the home and bring encouragement and comfort. Our friend is frightened and worried about the cancer and the upcoming surgery. This person feared that God was punishing her for some sin she committed. She had many questions and misunderstandings of who actually is the true and Living God. Though she still does not know Jesus nor truly understand the full good news of the gospel, she found some comfort in our words and prayers. Please pray for our friend's salvation and her struggle with cancer. We hope to continue to minister to her this weekend as she goes for surgery.
Speak the gospel to yourself today, remind yourself of His great love and the amazing salvation that has been provided for you. And if you a given the opportunity, tell someone else as well. Amen.

Friday, July 8, 2016

There is therefore now NO condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus.” Romans 8:1
By grace you have been saved through faith, not through works, it is the gift of God so that no one may boast.” Ephesians 2:8-9

The thought shocks me every time. God has saved my life from eternal damnation. He continues to save me everyday. I do not deserve it. I will never deserve it. I will never be beyond the need of it. I deserve punishment—eternal punishment, eternal hell. Every day. As I stumble back to my petty idols again and again, as I choose to spend my time with simple trinkets and mindless pastimes instead of spending my time getting to know the glorious, beautiful, holy God who WANTS to be with me through his Word and prayer that I am reminded of it.
Is it really surprising that unbelievers do not understand? Isn't it reasonable that even Christians want to water the glorious truth down to faith plus works? God's grace and mercy (the good news of the gospel) are so big, like the a blue giant star compared to the moon, that even as I write this I can only grasp glimpses of it in my mind. The moon is something our finite minds can comprehend, the size of Betelgeuse we cannot. God saves me because of his great love, grace, mercy, holiness, wisdom, righteousness, goodness and perfect plan—not because of a few feeble good works I may do or a few praises that I remember to say. For even those works are mixed with self-righteousness and attempts at self-glory. Not that He is not pleased with these things, for I believe He is.

The promises of a peaceful life from other religions and beliefs are dollar store trinkets compared to holiness, righteousness, goodness and the glory of God. We receive holiness, we receive truth, we receive goodness and righteousness, we will understand true justice and mercy and grace, we will know true love; we will be like Jesus—like God. Can gold or temporal contentment or even an earth without sin compare to these things?

Jesus, the Son of God, God Himself, came to earth as a helpless babe, lived the perfect life and willingly died on the cross while suffering the wrath and punishment of God His own Father. He arose from the dead overcoming death, sin and the curse. He will return again to bring us to be with Him and bring forth a new heaven and a new earth without the curse. We were hopeless in unrighteousness and sin, but God has made a way for us to be free by His own hand. Not because I am worth it, not because I can do anything, but because of His goodness. Amen.


Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, who has blessed us in Christ with every spiritual blessing in the heavenly places, even as he chose us in him before the foundation of the world, that we should be holy and blameless before him. In love he predestined us for adoption as sons through Jesus Christ, according to the purpose of his will, to the praise of his glorious grace, with which he has blessed us in the Beloved.  In him we have redemption through his blood, the forgiveness of our trespasses, according to the riches of his grace, which he lavished upon us, in all wisdom and insight making known to us the mystery of his will, according to his purpose, which he set forth in Christ as a plan for the fullness of time, to unite all things in him, things in heaven and things on earth.
In him we have obtained an inheritance, having been predestined according to the purpose of him who works all things according to the counsel of his will, so that we who were the first to hope in Christ might be to the praise of his glory. In him you also, when you heard the word of truth, the gospel of your salvation, and believed in him, were sealed with the promised Holy Spirit, who is the guarantee of our inheritance until we acquire possession of it, to the praise of his glory. 
- Ephesians 1:2-14

Monday, May 30, 2016


And the Word became flesh and dwelt among us, and we have seen his glory, glory as of the only Son from the Father, full of grace and truth. John 1:14

One of the main themes of Scripture is that the LORD God, Creator of all things, wants to be with His children. He created man as a special creature to glorify Him and enjoy Him and have fellowship with Him. We can see this from the very beginning. In Genesis, God places man in a garden in Eden, then comes to the garden to be with His children. The garden is like the tabernacle, a place where God is and where Adam and Eve can meet with Him. That is where man is given to live and work. Even after the Fall, when they are removed from the garden, the LORD shows a way to meet with Him through the sacrifice.
God tells us this throughout the Bible. When the Israelites are suffering under Egypt, He sends Moses so He can speak with them. He comes down on the mountain to meet with them and builds the tabernacle to go with them in the Wilderness. (Exodus 29:43-46).
Later, He has David and Solomon build the Temple for the same reason. (1 Kings 8:12)
Then Solomon said, “The Lord has said that he would dwell in thick darkness. I have indeed built you an exalted house, a place for you to dwell in forever.”
Over and over again, He meets and speaks with His people—high officials to lowly shepherds, innocent youth to wise elders, strong men and humble women.

Finally, God came in the flesh as a man, and dwelt among us, (pitched His tent with us), and taught us truth. He then took up the cross, suffered and died for us so that we have fellowship with Him. Even more so, He is coming that we may be with Him forever.

Let not your hearts be troubled. Believe in God; believe also in me. In my Father's house are many rooms. If it were not so, would I have told you that I go to prepare a place for you? And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come again and will take you to myself, that where I am you may be also.” John 14:1-3
Come Lord Jesus!